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it is screeching airplane tires on icy asphalt
and the sister of the boy next to me humming over the phone.
it is my brother, 14,
leading the lethargic terminal in a countdown
that resonates with even the half and half woman
with no man
and 3 kids all aged trouble.
squirming bodies
and itchy legs
and uncomfortable eye contact.
commitment, the lack of escape
between seat cushions and stiff liquor
and his head on my shoulder.
it is shouldering responsibility.
the stars have taught me the true meaning of distance,
that appreciation stems from a lack of proximity.
it is marveling at the number of times
my brother’s jaw flexes when he is dreaming
of train rides to the sky.
it is wondering about evolution,
the Wright brothers and their fantasies,
a fairy tale with no punch line or magic.
it is realness and realization of the beauty in moving on.
it is flicking hair ties at the back of the head in 16A
because i would rather instigate than evaporate.
it is flying with a strap and harness and regulation
and letting the irony sink in.
the sinking feeling
from only a sense of touch and no fingerprints.
it is wanting to touch him more than wanting to breathe.
it is unnatural and unfair and instinctual all at the same time.
it is security between arm rests and safety in his arms.
it is knowing but not admitting the difference.
and the sister of the boy next to me humming over the phone.
it is my brother, 14,
leading the lethargic terminal in a countdown
that resonates with even the half and half woman
with no man
and 3 kids all aged trouble.
squirming bodies
and itchy legs
and uncomfortable eye contact.
commitment, the lack of escape
between seat cushions and stiff liquor
and his head on my shoulder.
it is shouldering responsibility.
the stars have taught me the true meaning of distance,
that appreciation stems from a lack of proximity.
it is marveling at the number of times
my brother’s jaw flexes when he is dreaming
of train rides to the sky.
it is wondering about evolution,
the Wright brothers and their fantasies,
a fairy tale with no punch line or magic.
it is realness and realization of the beauty in moving on.
it is flicking hair ties at the back of the head in 16A
because i would rather instigate than evaporate.
it is flying with a strap and harness and regulation
and letting the irony sink in.
the sinking feeling
from only a sense of touch and no fingerprints.
it is wanting to touch him more than wanting to breathe.
it is unnatural and unfair and instinctual all at the same time.
it is security between arm rests and safety in his arms.
it is knowing but not admitting the difference.
Literature
i am worth it.
and if this feeling
only lasts for tonight,
i'll swallow the night;
rearrange the stars
to map the
letters of my name
because i am worth
every second it takes
to let the world know
i'm alive
Literature
August Lover,
I want to wrap myself in your air,
hold your secrets between my
ribcage-embrace & just
breathe.
Literature
handle with care
there are 206 bones in the
human body. it only takes one good
squeeze and your neck can snap as
easily as a twig.
once, when i was at the grocery
store, i came across a crate of
peaches. they were on sale because
every single one was bruised and it
made me think, "we're all just pieces of fruit
left to rot. as soon as we've been dropped on the
floor, no one wants to help us back up."
i've forgotten how to think in poetics.
three months ago i would have
compared people to roses. pretty little petals
that can be crushed with just
one little pinch and thorny stems that
whisper "don't touch me."
but now,
i think we're more like
bombshel
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It is astounding how beautifully you word the musings and observations that pass through your head.